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is it goodbye? // Saturday, October 25, 2008 i have always regarded you as one of my close friends. one tt i will treasure and keep. even now, i hope tt we will always stay close, like we used to. and do eth together. i wonder if we could still be close friends. maybe not. because now you have someone tt you are more comfortable to be with. and with someone who understands you better than i do. someone tt will probably replace me. perhaps this is the present tt i get for the past 6 years in xinmin. or rather 5 years knowing you. i guess you've realised my and others 'weaknesses' too. but i'm 100 percent sure about this, that no one is perfect and each and every one of us has his or her own weaknesses. i've nvr forgotten what you have once said to me.. but somehow things changed. perhaps this is the worst ever hurt i've been in a friendship. i'm not saying tt this is entirely your fault but, what upsets me most is tt we are drifting apart even before we start on our new instituition. i treasure this friendship a lot but sadly to say its a goodbye. hope you are comfortable with them. in fact i've already realised this long long time ago. but i just kept quiet. pretending to know nth. well, i could actually tell from one's body language. i'm not a psycho though. to, cikgu. thanks for the 'signal'. i guess i know what you were trying to say ever since you came. i understand now. i really appreciate eth tt you have done for us. thanks for messaging me last night. yesterday, all my troubles seems so far away. i longed for yesterday. -izah- |
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